Staring, Wanting Creeping

Today I have decided to take my work to the nearest coffee shop, hoping that I would be less distracted by trampolines, good food in the fridge and a record player, that plays things such as Depeche Mode and Chopin when I let it.

The day is going well. On my break I went to lululemon and tried on some tight running shorts, and felt horrible about my body, it just seemed like my legs were tainted slightly with cellulite. No more bread. I will stop with the sugar, today...oh wait, I just ate a chocolate chip cookie. Ok, will try tomorrow. So, I will start running tomorrow-or I will just start making more love I have been told by my experienced friends that this is much better than any other kind of excercise. Thankfully, I am getting a romantic visit this evening.

As I sit here trying to mind my own business ...well I was reading something funny my friend sent me and I started laughing hysterically not to mention that I am wearing black horn-rimmed glasses he starts staring at me. He is shaking his foot back and forth from side to side, and every time that I look up he is starting at me, I can see his red shirt in my periperal vision as we speak. Freaky. It's strange because somehow it's creepy but at the same time we all like attention. If we are seeking attention we dont get it, and then when we finally we do we start freaking out, like oooh gross, what a creeper and so on. Anyway, he is staring at me, I think that my breasts are hanging out bit too far, maybe I am leaning in a bit, and he isn't actually looking at me, but he is looking at my cleavage. perv. He. seriously. Men they feel like they are 18 from the day that they are 18 and it never stops. I guess this can explain the behaviour that someone who I had my heart set out portrayed, this was another case where I just wanted attention, and never got it, even though I was equipped with four inch heels and sexy short skirt and black tights and fun flirty long hair...never mind how good I smelled the man ignored me. It wasn't just any man, but that is besides the point.

The point being, when we are occupied and uninterested is when we are seen as the most attractive. So they will stare want and creep when we are busy. When we finally have the attention to give they will be wandering off elsewhere....starting, wanting and creeping at the girl that doesn't currently have the time for them.

Peace and Love